That wasn't 100% accurate, when 0ne said that no one perceives the change in 
me, which 0ne implied in one's last post, that wasn't exactly accurate because someone I work with, we'll call him Pav (because that's his name), he asked something quite interesting. He asked quite out of the blue - in a loud 
blurt it out sort of way - in the office last week, in front of everyone (well everyone in the office at the time, which was a fair number), 
"Why are you always so happy Doug?"
Generally speaking, although 0ne doesn't generally generalise, but hey, let this be an exception to the rule - but generally speaking, well 0ne is not so much happy as, what's an accurate wordage here? Um, 
harmonious, will that do? You see, 0neness isn't happy or unhappy, 0neness, and therefore 
0ne ain't happy one moment and unhappy the next - no. 0ne simply 
is and therefore 0ne's energy is in equilibrium, even when tired 0ne simply is what's unfolding 
as is.
Pav has only known 0ne for three months, and only at work, so he doesn't know what a complete arse Doug McMillan can be at times, but generally speaking he hit the nail on the head did Pavel. You see, 0ne isn't controlled by the polarity swing that the personality is controlled by. 0neness is at the point of equilibrium where all polarities meet. It is balanced, and therefore harmonious, and regardless of what unfolds it 
responds from that point of equilibrium, balance and harmony. The personality, meanwhile, will 
react emotionally. 0neness or being is 
presence itself and 
responds from that, whilst the personality 
reacts from its base of emotional insecurities. The difference is marked, and remarkable - even to the 0ne observing 
the unfolding as 0ne's own life.
Being is what 0ne is, and being is unfolding out of the point of stillness, love, peace and harmony. It is equilibrium in action - unfolding out from the centre of the dynamo - out into existence, as life itself. Being becomes form. And in form, as wo/man, 
being unfolds out of the point of equilibrium-0neness to become everything-duality.
When you became conditioned you lost that connection with equilibrium-0neness because the conditioning process moved you that 
nth of a degree out of balance! Individuals (individuated personalities) are just that 
nth out of alignment, and therefore see life purely as individuals.
When 0ne is 
being, 0ne is simply 
the unfolding of what 
is. What 
is is also realised as a sense of joy, wonder, harmony, love  . . . all at 0nce! And life 
unfolds unproblematically. In other words 
life works as it is meant to when 0ne has realised 0ne's true identity.
0ne's true identity, what is that? Well it isn't something you can go in search of, that's for sure. You may have heard of people who have gone in search of themselves, 
"I had to find myself" they say, or something akin. Well if you ever find yourself be sure to tell yourself that you've just turned totally schizophrenic now won't you?
    Look, it isn't possible to 
find yourself. Sorry, but any 
self you find will just be another re-jig of your conditioned individuality. The fact is, and that's why 0ne is here writing this open Blog to you, the fact is there is no you, no self to find.
So what can you find? Well nothing. Really? Yes, really. You can potentially discover that you are as nothing, and in so doing - you will vanish. What will remain? Ah, well maybe you need to read this Blog post over again, and again, and again . . . until the moment of realisation hits you . . .
 SMACK IN THE FACE!!!!